a public apology;

  • Feb. 25th, 2008 at 7:27 PM
brillando: ([KH] desolée)
I think I'm rethinking my sexuality.
I've told a whole lot of my friends this, except for you, because you said so yourself to me that you'd be all bitchy and pissed off about it if it ever happened.

By the way, it's called experimenting, or in other terms, a phase. People have them. Your "personal experiences" are no excuse to lash out at them.

Whoever this is (I'm almost positive I know who this is, but I could be wrong), I'll say it point-blank: I'm so sorry. I can't deny it, I know I have said something like that at least once. And you're right, I do use my past experiences to jump to conclusions and as an excuse to lash out, and you do NOT deserve that, at all. I realize now in hindsight how heinous my attitude has been about this subject; I was a fucking bitch, and I'm really sorry for hurting you, and for anyone else that has been hurt by this attitude. There is absolutely nothing wrong with experimenting or phases and I'm appalled that I've been so close-minded about this.

So I'm sorry, and I can keep saying that again and again, but in the end I just want to know what I can do to fix this and make it up to you. Unless... you don't want to be my friend anymore, which while would make me sad, in the end I would respect your wishes.

I moved this here because I would rather not discuss this over at the anon meme, but whatever way we talk - here, there, AIM, MSN, etc. - it's all up to you.

ETA: Things have worked out between the two of us. :)